Flannel Quarantine Diaries: Day 14

I Been Mental and Emotional Balanced

#COVID19 Social (Physical) Distancing Log Day 03292020:

Mood: Woo Woo

I'm cleaning the townhouse. I was telling my friend it's like metaphorically cleansing my soul. It made me thing about the scene from "Bruce Almighty," after Bruce decides to grant everyone's prayers which creates a mess on Earth. He finds God (Morgan Freeman) and ask him to help fix the mess Bruce created by allowing everyone to have what they want (not need). God gives Bruce a mop and then once they finishing mopping God tells Bruce, "no matter how filthy something gets you can always clean it right up," Bruce responds with, "there were so many I just gave them what they wanted." God, "but, since when do people have a clue about what they want...everybody wants me to do everything for them. The truth is what they don't realize is they have the power. If you want to see a miracle, be the miracle." We have always had power in us to fix our own lives. No matter how messy it gets. A little help from your friends doesn't hurt either.

I was telling my friend on the phone that i was tired of all the people in the world who don't give a shit about other people and only about their own personal interest. Look at the mess we're in now because we have leaders who care more about the bottom line than saving humanity. That sacrificing a few people is no big deal cause it doesn't directly effect them. I don't want to be part of that negative bullshit. And then, she asked what I was planning to do next? I'm not really sure, but I know that I want to bring light back into the world (not like an electrician). But, I just want to do good work in the world and be kind to people. We are all capable of being the miracle. Now more than ever we need people to step up and be the miracle.

We also talked about dating during the time of COVIDrona19. That we need to get all Jane Austin up in here and write people poetry to woo them. Which is fine because lesbians seem to like to move quickly in relationships. As my family and friends have advised me I probably shouldn't be dating now, or ever. Perfect time for a plague.

Here's my love poem to my Social Media-fam:

It's okay to not be okay.

It's not okay to be a dick.

Don't be a dick.

Be good and kind.

I'll love you forever.

Across oceans and time.

You'll be in my heart.

So, stay smart.

Wash your hands.

You're saving lives.

Staying distant but still close.